I'm sad because I feel so sick. I can't do anything, I can't even play with my girls, or even watch them play. I am weak and nauseous. My stomach is a mess, I have that sinus issue I get every chemo. I was so hoping that it would be better this time, but I feel awful. Hard to compare cycle from cycle, that have all been bad. And this time I really tried to rest. My husband went to go pick up the 11 y/o and I thought I would ne ok watching the girls, but I can't even watch my girls for an hour. I feel sick. Fortunately my brother is coming to pick up the girls, they are kind of running wild right now.